Who I am
Location: New England
Hobbies: Art, Writing, Bitching.
Email: Email me
This is my spot to bitch about life in general. Usually, I'm a pretty happy going person, but lately that's changed. I've been dealing with a lot of personal issues and I haven't been able to talk about them on my regular blog because a lot of my personal friends read it. So I'm using this place as a place to get out all my feelings and not worry about what people say about me or think of me. Feel free to email me at any time if you want... for any reason.
I just checked the email account I have for this blog over at hotmail, and it reminded me to sign into that account at least once a month in order for it to remain active. If that's not a sign to let me know that I don't blog on this often enough, I don't know what is. Someone kick my ass back into action!
Tisha bitched at 4:26 AM | |
Wow, it's been a while, huh?
I'm finally back at school which officially brought the end to a rather sucky summer. I'm not going to complain about it too much, what's the point? What's done is done, and although I didn't go out and do everything I wanted to this summer I did make enough money to help me pay the bills for this school year.
Going back to school was uneventful. I didn't really miss home, and I didn't really dread being back, which helped a lot. I didn't really get homesick either... maybe I'm actually growing up!! haha, I think not.
I had an appointment with my counselor today; it went well. We talked about all of the positive things that I'm doing and how I'm looking at everything in a brighter way. I somewhat agree with this, but in the back of my mind I still feel like I have unfinished business. I'm not sure why yet, hopefully I'll figure that out before I get myself in another downward spiral.
Overall, I'm happy. I love that I'm happy. My counselor saw all of this and took it as a good thing, but when we started talking about eating she got concerned. The truth is I haven't really been eating at all. When I do, I eat mostly vegetables and salads. I'm fine with this, but she's not. Obviously. Last semester she saw it as a coping mechanism, but now she sees it as a "bad habit" that I need to get rid of before it drags me down. I totally understand what she's saying, and from all of my academic experience I know what will probably start happening to my body, but I'm not finished with it yet. There's always a few more pounds to lose, a few pants sizes to go down... stuff like that. I feel as if I am in control of it right now and I'm happy with it. Stupid? Maybe, but I'm pretty friggin' stubborn.
I actually found out before my session started that my old counselor came back for another internship this year. I've got mixed feelings about this; I'm ecstatic because I absolutely loved working with her, but then again at the end of last year I was so upset that she was leaving I cried for what seemed like forever after our last session. I can't decided what I want to do first when I see her... yell or laugh? We'll see what happens.
Hmm.. I think that's about it. Sorry I haven't been around much lately, I've been trying to get back into the swing of things and get everything going on the right track. It seems to be working so far... right now, I think I have a few blogs to catch up on!
Tisha bitched at 11:25 PM | |